Thursday, May 27, 2010
Its now about 2a.m and I am yet to sleep, maybe its because there's no school tomorrow or maybe because I prefer the cool, silent night, peaceful and calm. Still wondering what am I going to do the next day, my friends have their own CCA trainings while lucky me, I have nothing on. Life has not been a bed of roses, lots of twists and turns, you can never guess what may happen next, so cherish those around you. I believe in dreams coming true but I also believe that it is 1 in a million dreams that would be fulfilled. Dreams are just another place where we can hide from the cruel reality, this reality is often slapped in our face and its really harsh. My teacher said that there is no time to whine and sit back, the world is not going to wait for you, time never stops. Therefore, we must do everything the best of our abilities, pick ourselves up and continue to fight; even though we know that we are always going to lose, lose to time. But God gave us this precious life because he knows that we are capable of maximizing it.
Jonathan lost her dreams 1:56 AM
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Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Very long since I posted on the blog. One is because I was busy with my exams and another because I was lazy. Anyway, a lot has happened these weeks that I did not update my blog... Many fruitful experiences and sad experiences as well. Lessons learned about life through the hard way and new found bonds between friends. The major setback for me is that I lost a crucial match in the group table which I'm in. This lost not only thought me resilience, it thought me not to be to confident till the match is over. Optimism is a key factor in ensuring success therefore we must not be pull down by our setbacks, instead face it with courage. Reality is cruel and facts are piercing, we must learn to look up, there is always a light at the end of the dark tunnel, a clear sky after a raging storm. But sad memories have no place in my heart, only the good times we share. I strengthen my friendship with many people, socializing with people that I never knew. Friends supporting me through the tough times, like the history which repeats itself. I really look forward to the June holidays where I can relax after a hard battle through the mid year. Actually I don't think I deserve this holidays, because I know my best was not given. Awaiting of my results becomes a more stressful period then the examination period as I know I didn't do well. Anyway, thats all for now, till next time!~~~
Jonathan lost her dreams 9:38 PM
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