Thursday, April 22, 2010
Today was my birthday and I am very happy that I've many friends that wished me Happy Birthday, by sms, facebook or even shaking my hand in school. It was not that I did not update my blog over the past year(s), is just that I am lazy. Furthermore, I preferred facebook which wad much easier to update. But then I felt that I could not express my feelings and thoughts in just a small post on facebook therefore deciding to continue blogging. I purposely chose this date to return to action as today is a very special day for me. I felt a sense of happiness how my mum showed her care and concern for me. Today was also the day I took my Napfa test, during the standing broad jump, I decided to act funny be jumping with my hands trialling and the result was it being hurt in the process . My hands were grazed, about 8 different cuts and blood flowing out staining my PE shirt. But then, this incident was nothing compared to the joy and happiness I felt. During dinner where my family and I went out to eat, My mom was freaking concerned over injury but yet instead of the usual questioning about how, when where,why... she kept quiet as though my hands were perfectly normal. Because she knew that I hate her nagging and for once she accede to my request. This mini act showed that she was thoughtful, and I often take this for granted, pushing off the limits. But everytime she just smiles like nothing happened, at that point in time I felt guilty, very guilty. That was not all, as it was my birthday, the restaurant provided a free ice-cream the (fire-house).. BUT then I did not like it and preferred another one, this time my mother gave up her option for a different ice cream and decided to take the fire-house. Instead allowing me to get what I want. This incident showed me that my mom cares a lot about me, and tries her very best to meet my requests. But yet I often fail to reach her expectations of me. Even if I do, I would request a reward from her... but my mom never complains. To end this quickly, I like to thank all those who wished me happy birthday.
Jonathan lost her dreams 11:10 PM
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